Today I got really scared, feeling how far I am removed from so many things I considered my life. I felt I had no ground. This land is so far from where I am born. This culture so different to the one I was born into.
It all became too big, I was feeling this Eart too big for my small self.
I have no choice but to surrender. I was thinking I would go mad but even that I could not invoke. Too much fear to alow myself to go there. Maybe knowing there is not enough light to guide me back.
I was feeling insecure in the place I rent, this country, this world: lack of trust, robberies, gun violence, bombs, rapes…. It all came to my field. But in moments of surrender another reality was showing itself: so full of beauty, so full of love.
It really is about the two wolfs. And yes, you can choose which one to feed, but could you really starve one to death? Can we really bomb a place to ashes, whatever cause we have?
Can we get rid of the dark? Or can we only swithc the light?
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